Can You Remember...

Can you remember the precise moment that you fell in love with your significant other? I remember the precise moment when I felt the love bug bite me. I was sitting at home, missing El Novio like crazy. I hadn't spoken to him in almost two months. Our only communication to each other were letters and the voice mails we would leave each other. Well I was sitting in my bed, with this black leather journal and I pen in hand. I sat in bed for a long time before writing anything, because I kept thinking about El Novio. Thinking about the last time I heard his voice and felt his touch, and his kiss. I then proceeded to cry. Because I was and still am at times an emotional mess when I think about how much I miss him. As the tears came, and the thoughts continued to roll through my mind I wrote in the journal, "I'm in love with you. I'm so in love with you." I can't help but smile when I think about that day. When he came back for xmas break, we came back to my place. He placed this huge duffel bag at the edge of bed. He was pulling out all his army gear and I laid out on the bed and watched him. I was so overwhelmed with joy that I had the goofiest smile on my face. I was just happy that he was him, that he was with me. He sat on the floor and continued to look for stuff and he pulled out this bag of letters. All my letters. And he found the one that I wrote to him that said what I had written in the journal. He didn't say anything at that moment. He just pulled out the letter, skimmed it and then looked at me and said, "I love you. Look at me, look into my eyes..I love you."

Don't ask me why I'm feeling in this love kind of mood. Yes, I'm missing El Novio. But I miss him every single minute, every single second of every single day. Tonight for some reason I miss him so much more. And I just felt like sharing my moments with him, and wanted to see if anyone else wanted to share there's. You know, so much of my blog has been about sex and the crazy, sometimes ridiculous drama in my life. Now, right at this moment, I feel like sharing more of the love than the sex/drama. If that makes any sense.